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Jun. 6th, 2006 | 03:38 pm
mood: tired tired
music: Rainning All The Time by Kill Hannah

My friends are probably thinking i'm ditching them.

Well i am not.

They are just way to IMMATURE for me.

I've had never ending stupid drama since i've met half of them.

And my reputation has been down the train, because im sitting there helping the wrong person of the story and then im a risk and then everybody else is like "OMG you've said something to someone of the drama so you are now the main thing in it!"


Drama = EVIL

end of story.


Jun. 6th, 2006 | 12:00 am
mood: scared scared
music: Dark by Terminal

I was asked today if I still liked Zach...


I don't know what "like" or "crush" is anymore but I want to find someone.

But I don't know who or what it is that will do that for me.

And it kind of scares the living day lights out of me.

I want to know that I wont die alone, or be alone anymore.

But I don't know if I can trust or love the same way I used too.

I'm just scared, scared of being alone, not having some there for me at all times.

So this is Love?

Jun. 5th, 2006 | 03:26 pm
mood: pissed off pissed off
music: Don't Die Wondering by Kill Hannah

Yesterday I was over at Hannah's house and I can't quite remember how Jane was brought up. but she was.

and I told her that I found it kind of weird that Jane sent me a picture of "Noah" and i found it on Matt's bio of Sourpuppet a while back. And Hannah said, "Omg, thats Matt from VampireFreaks.. Here lemme show you." and she brought up his VF and Jane LIED to me about him..

Then later that Night Jane calls me while she is Drunk of her ass, and is like "okay okay..okay...okay. greg, greg and that guys... um....squ...squeezy.. .are ...a rare . jksda. fjsad;l" talking like that and i was like "does brianna know you are getting drunk with greg, and squeezy?" and sehs like "no....dont...dont..what is her name?..um... DONT...tell...umm..that chick..." and i had gotten so pissed that she wasnt going to tell brianna and so i told her i had to go and i'd talk to her later.

So i told brianna that jane was getting drunk, and brianna is now questioning what the relationship is going with her and jane. i mean to tell you the truth, They known NOTHING about each other.

I told Brianna that she needs to put down her foot and say somethign about it to her.

So im hoping Brianna is going to take my advice.

But right now im just really worried about her, and hoping she okay.